Eventually, we got some crucial testing miles under us, Rory made the car more driveable, Pirelli came up with some new tyres and it gave us the step that enabled us to get it on the grid by the end of the year. Brian Henton qualified at Monza and I qualified at Las Vegas.
Earlier in the year I’d had a bet with Jackie Oliver. He said that not only were turbos never going to catch on in F1 but that I would not qualify the Toleman for a single Grand Prix. The bet was for $20,000. So on top of the emotion of qualifying from my mechanics and family etc, I was doubly pleased because of this bet. Yet, to this day, he has never paid up.
For the race I desperately wanted to get the car home, but in the end it was a relief when the gearbox broke after about 40 laps because, physically, I was destroyed. I’d had so few miles in the car I wasn’t up to doing a full Grand Prix distance.
If it hadn’t been for Toleman I wouldn’t have got into Formula 1 and that I’ll never forget. In one sense there was no better team to come into F1 with, because they were such a good bunch of people. But at the same time, as a new driver you’re desperate to show your potential and that was an impossible thing to do in that situation.