Having agreed to help the team with some testing, Patrese had left the circuit on Saturday afternoon but was called into action for the season’s remaining races after the dust began to settle.
“Frank said that now he needed a race driver and he asked me if I was ready to come back,” recalls Patrese. “I said yes, I was ready.”
However the Italian then reveals that internal conflict started to creep in.
“I had all these bad feelings about the death of Ayrton, they were so bad, I couldn’t sleep properly.
“After 17 years I had had many accidents, and thank God I had survived. Ayrton was in a safe car, and I knew how much attention Williams always gave to safety.
“Ayrton was the most expert driver, and I thought this could happen to me, so now I had all these doubts and I told Frank it was over, that I don’t want to drive F1 any more, that I have too many doubts to perform as well as I have in the past.
“So that was it, I was out of the circus, and decided it was time to retire.”